Dream 01 ❀ "Wishing you were somehow here again"

[purethingsonly]

Effects: A sense of longing and hopelessness that turns to a bit of anxiousness and excitement with a few moments of an unsure feeling.

[There's an odd scent in the air. Burning incense. Not a normal scent to burn either. What is it? You might not want to know. But there is a girl lighting candles in a dim little basement of a room with a hopeful smile on her fact that seems to like it. There are a number of materials scattered about.

Preparations for a summoning ritual.

There is something utterly dark and magical about the items and the preparations in general.]

I want to see him again...

[She doesn't say who at first, but he's foremost in her thoughts.]

Vincent...

[The sound of her voice is a bit unsure, and still it is longing.]

I have so many questions I want to ask you...

[And she goes back to her ritual, thinking to herself. It's not until the ritual is just about complete that she wakes up with a start.]

Comments

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[purethingsonly.livejournal.com]

Thank you. [Ada smiles curiously.] Haven't you ever been in love?

video;

[incorruption.livejournal.com]

I do love my family, but that's different. Besides that...

[She pauses.]

I've had a crush or two on boys before, but nothing recently. Things at home have been too...busy, I guess you can say.

Re: video;

[purethingsonly.livejournal.com]

I'm not allowed to take part in a lot of things back home. Then again, I suppose their highest hopes for us are naturally to marry a suitable man.

[This is her life.]

video;

[incorruption.livejournal.com]

Really? I'm sorry...

[She frowns a little...]

I've heard of things like that happening at home as well.

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[purethingsonly.livejournal.com]

That's normally what happens when you're born into nobility. But I'm not sad. Even though there are those expectations, I've still been able to do some things.

[When no one was looking of course...]

video;

[incorruption.livejournal.com]

[Hm doesn't she know it--kind of.]

I'm glad you're not sad. Being upset over things like that makes you miss out on a lot, doesn't it?

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[purethingsonly.livejournal.com]

I think it would. I don't think it's worth it. I'm sure there are things people can't help feeling that way about but... still, I think trying to find things to be happy about is still better.